Depressing.

Its the 1st time I feel it. I guess it wasnt something I like it. But its something I hate it. Too bad though. Its too late anyway.

Emo-ing? Haha. I do not want to feel it that way too. I dislike revenge. But too bad, what goes around comes around.



Who likes it that way. I dont like it. I feel the wind brushing through, I feel the blood splashing my head, my eyes, my life.



I have no clue. Definitely clueless.



Totally, its been a long time when I made it this way. Too bad, I am like this. I am just nothing but a shit. Too late to tell me all those things that I wanna hear in the past. Now, those are just stones. Stones to throw into the sea, vanished.



Hearing those makes me weak, I cant stand anymore. I can only kneel to beg you. I beg you not to drop me down and have me disfigured in heart. I cant stand imaging the cries in my ear, in my mind.




Just so you know, I just cant let go. Too late.